1 00:00:02,084 --> 00:00:04,075 Previously on Grey's Anatomy: 2 00:00:04,153 --> 00:00:05,745 He's gone. 3 00:00:05,821 --> 00:00:08,790 Just wanted to get something for the morning sickness. 4 00:00:08,857 --> 00:00:10,916 So my patient is not pregnant? 5 00:00:10,993 --> 00:00:13,188 I could find patients for a clinical trial. 6 00:00:13,262 --> 00:00:16,026 - Don't want you getting hopes up. - My hopes are not up. 7 00:00:16,098 --> 00:00:18,225 You haven't slept with her yet, have you? 8 00:00:18,300 --> 00:00:19,892 - Know what's better than sex? - What? 9 00:00:19,968 --> 00:00:20,992 Anticipation. 10 00:00:21,070 --> 00:00:23,834 You are a crass, predatory ape of a man 11 00:00:23,906 --> 00:00:25,806 who just happens to be a decent surgeon. 12 00:00:25,874 --> 00:00:28,172 Any chance you people wanna get a drink? 13 00:00:28,243 --> 00:00:29,870 She's saying she needs a friend. 14 00:00:39,955 --> 00:00:41,650 There's this person. 15 00:00:43,792 --> 00:00:45,657 In my head. 16 00:00:46,161 --> 00:00:48,721 She is brilliant. Capable. 17 00:00:48,797 --> 00:00:51,459 She can do chest tubes and craniotomies. 18 00:00:51,533 --> 00:00:54,058 She can run a code without freaking out. 19 00:00:54,937 --> 00:00:56,928 She's a really good surgeon. 20 00:00:57,005 --> 00:00:59,530 Maybe even a great surgeon. 21 00:01:00,609 --> 00:01:01,803 She's me. 22 00:01:02,711 --> 00:01:04,235 Only so much better. 23 00:01:04,980 --> 00:01:09,781 This is good news. Reflects well on Seattle Grace. 24 00:01:09,852 --> 00:01:10,841 Yes, sir. 25 00:01:13,622 --> 00:01:17,080 - Is Yang gonna have a problem with it? - I'd say so. 26 00:01:22,798 --> 00:01:25,528 I'm afraid I'll never become this person in my head, 27 00:01:25,601 --> 00:01:27,728 because something keeps getting in my way. 28 00:01:27,803 --> 00:01:29,600 What's getting in your way? 29 00:01:30,906 --> 00:01:35,070 Every time Derek walks into a room, all I can think about is his tongue. 30 00:01:35,244 --> 00:01:38,077 - In my mouth. - So, you think about kissing Derek? 31 00:01:38,147 --> 00:01:40,172 It's making surgery very difficult. 32 00:01:40,716 --> 00:01:43,513 So I need some tools to help me stop. 33 00:01:43,584 --> 00:01:45,848 I need some therapy tools so that I can move on. 34 00:01:45,920 --> 00:01:47,080 Sure you want to move on? 35 00:01:47,155 --> 00:01:49,817 We have our fifth clinical trial patient today. 36 00:01:49,891 --> 00:01:53,088 And the first four? We've learned a lot, but we haven't saved one. 37 00:01:53,161 --> 00:01:54,594 And I really want to save one. 38 00:01:54,662 --> 00:01:58,120 So I can't be distracted by things like tongues. 39 00:01:58,199 --> 00:02:02,226 - So I need the tools. Now. - You're having fantasies about Derek. 40 00:02:02,303 --> 00:02:06,637 The only way to get rid of them is to remind yourself of the reality. 41 00:02:07,875 --> 00:02:10,400 - Which is? - You tell me. 42 00:02:12,914 --> 00:02:15,712 Kissing's not going to happen 'cause he's with Rose? 43 00:02:15,783 --> 00:02:18,547 Powerful stuff, reality. 44 00:02:32,033 --> 00:02:33,591 Good morning. 45 00:02:34,902 --> 00:02:37,666 There's something I wanted to say to you last night, 46 00:02:37,738 --> 00:02:40,298 but by the time I thought of it you were gone. I... 47 00:02:41,209 --> 00:02:45,908 It's not my intention to torture you. It's just not a thing I take lightly. 48 00:02:45,980 --> 00:02:49,040 The sex, with a new guy. 49 00:02:49,116 --> 00:02:51,607 Rose, it's OK. 50 00:02:51,686 --> 00:02:54,154 It's like I said last night, I respect that. 51 00:02:54,222 --> 00:02:56,554 No, not the thing I wanted to say. 52 00:02:56,624 --> 00:02:59,388 The thing I wanted to say is... 53 00:03:01,562 --> 00:03:02,790 I'm worth the wait. 54 00:03:11,339 --> 00:03:14,536 - Has Cristina seen it? - Not yet. 55 00:03:14,609 --> 00:03:16,702 She's gonna freak. Let's take it down. 56 00:03:16,777 --> 00:03:19,075 - You can't. - She never has to know. 57 00:03:19,146 --> 00:03:22,445 - She's gonna hear about it. - Who's gonna hear about what? 58 00:03:24,018 --> 00:03:25,110 What is going on? 59 00:03:25,186 --> 00:03:26,847 - Nothing. - Nothing. 60 00:03:29,624 --> 00:03:31,592 Izzie, move your hand. 61 00:03:32,460 --> 00:03:34,826 Oh, come on, move it. 62 00:03:40,368 --> 00:03:41,926 Good for him. 63 00:03:49,143 --> 00:03:53,307 No one wins the Harper Avery. I mean, obviously, someone wins the Harper Avery 64 00:03:53,381 --> 00:03:55,872 one person once a year, but that's like no one. 65 00:03:55,950 --> 00:04:00,182 Burke won it. That is so weird, we know someone who won the Harper Avery. 66 00:04:02,156 --> 00:04:03,316 You look like crap. 67 00:04:03,391 --> 00:04:05,825 Joe let me pick up some shifts at the bar. 68 00:04:05,893 --> 00:04:07,884 - Working at the bar? - Do me a favor. 69 00:04:07,962 --> 00:04:11,591 Talk to Meredith. See if she'd be OK if Rebecca moved in for a couple weeks. 70 00:04:11,666 --> 00:04:13,634 - What? - We're gonna get our own place. 71 00:04:13,701 --> 00:04:16,829 It's gonna take me a while to save a security deposit. 72 00:04:16,904 --> 00:04:20,897 - She's married. - Yeah, well, she's leaving her husband. 73 00:04:20,975 --> 00:04:23,443 - She's telling him now. - What about her kid? 74 00:04:23,511 --> 00:04:26,241 I don't know. It's a mess, but we're figuring it out. 75 00:04:26,314 --> 00:04:31,115 Look, just ask Mer. I'd do it myself, but I don't want to put her on the spot. 76 00:04:31,185 --> 00:04:32,675 Alex, wait. 77 00:04:32,753 --> 00:04:36,621 She's pregnant. She's knocked up. Look, just talk to Meredith. 78 00:04:40,428 --> 00:04:43,795 He's with Rose. He's with Rose. He's with Rose. He's with Rose. 79 00:04:44,832 --> 00:04:47,130 - Sorry I'm late. - Just getting started. 80 00:04:47,735 --> 00:04:50,260 Darren, Mr. Covington. 81 00:04:50,338 --> 00:04:52,101 - I'm Dr. Grey. - Jonathan Evett. 82 00:04:52,173 --> 00:04:54,232 I've been treating Darren at the VA. 83 00:04:54,308 --> 00:04:56,833 We're glad you got him into the clinical trial. 84 00:04:56,911 --> 00:04:59,812 So you're going to inject a virus into my son's brain. 85 00:05:00,014 --> 00:05:01,913 Not in the brain, Dad. In the tumor. 86 00:05:01,981 --> 00:05:06,213 The theory is that the virus will attack the tumor and shrink it. 87 00:05:06,286 --> 00:05:08,447 Does it work? Has anybody gotten better? 88 00:05:10,690 --> 00:05:12,055 No. 89 00:05:12,125 --> 00:05:14,821 But with each patient we learn, make adjustments. 90 00:05:14,894 --> 00:05:17,362 There's an enormous amount of risk involved. 91 00:05:17,430 --> 00:05:20,661 That's OK. He survived two tours in Afghanistan. 92 00:05:20,734 --> 00:05:23,202 He's used to risk. Sir. 93 00:05:23,970 --> 00:05:25,460 Mr. Covington. 94 00:05:27,207 --> 00:05:29,004 - Todd. - Your dad called me. 95 00:05:29,075 --> 00:05:32,010 What'd you do, call my whole platoon, Dad? 96 00:05:32,078 --> 00:05:35,241 If you're gonna beat this, you need your friends by your side. 97 00:05:43,256 --> 00:05:46,020 - Dr. Sloan? 98 00:05:48,628 --> 00:05:51,597 Hey, I've got a baby out here, needs to get to daycare. 99 00:05:52,399 --> 00:05:53,889 - Dr. Bailey. 100 00:05:53,967 --> 00:05:54,991 Dr. Bailey's baby. 101 00:05:55,068 --> 00:06:01,064 It appears Nurse Tanya is no longer available for your liposuction at ten. 102 00:06:01,141 --> 00:06:04,110 Shall I cancel the procedure? 103 00:06:04,177 --> 00:06:07,806 Give me another nurse. Give me Kate. Yeah. 104 00:06:10,383 --> 00:06:11,543 Really? 105 00:06:13,153 --> 00:06:16,645 Dr. Torres? Dr. Sloan would like to use Nurse Kate this morning. 106 00:06:16,723 --> 00:06:19,419 Currently she's scheduled for your arthroplasty, 107 00:06:19,492 --> 00:06:22,393 but if you're willing to move it, perhaps she could do both. 108 00:06:22,462 --> 00:06:23,588 Ow! 109 00:06:27,200 --> 00:06:29,464 - Dr. Torres? I know you're in there. - Fine. 110 00:06:29,536 --> 00:06:32,801 Just an hour later or an hour earlier, whatever. Hey, Tuck. 111 00:06:32,872 --> 00:06:34,863 Don't judge me, Bailey. 112 00:06:38,878 --> 00:06:40,778 Who would like to present? 113 00:06:40,847 --> 00:06:46,410 Kyra Marshall. End stage cardiomyopathy and COPD awaiting a heart transplant. 114 00:06:46,486 --> 00:06:49,922 Antibody levels were so elevated she was in danger of rejecting any donor heart. 115 00:06:49,989 --> 00:06:52,184 How did we counteract that? 116 00:06:52,258 --> 00:06:55,591 High levels of chemotherapy to suppress her immune system. 117 00:06:55,662 --> 00:06:57,391 What precautions have we taken 118 00:06:57,464 --> 00:07:00,456 to make sure that she is not exposed to infection? 119 00:07:01,301 --> 00:07:03,633 She's in a clean room, a sterile environment 120 00:07:03,703 --> 00:07:05,534 with strict isolation protocols. 121 00:07:05,605 --> 00:07:06,663 Which are? 122 00:07:07,607 --> 00:07:11,634 Yang, am I boring you? Because if you'd rather spend the day in the morgue, 123 00:07:11,711 --> 00:07:15,943 I have about 50 cadaver hearts that need to be harvested for my research. 124 00:07:16,716 --> 00:07:20,618 - So Kyra Marshall's protocols... - I would love to go to the morgue. 125 00:07:21,521 --> 00:07:22,818 Thank you. 126 00:07:23,923 --> 00:07:26,118 - Do I have to go? - She's your resident. 127 00:07:26,926 --> 00:07:31,761 Let Yang be an example to all of you. There is no shame in grunt work. 128 00:07:31,831 --> 00:07:34,994 Now, let's meet our "mom in a plastic bubble." 129 00:07:35,068 --> 00:07:38,663 Get me out of here, Lucas. I need to get out of here! 130 00:07:38,738 --> 00:07:41,707 - Get them to let me out of here. - Honey, calm down. 131 00:07:41,774 --> 00:07:44,800 You said I'd have a heart in three weeks, and it's been eight. 132 00:07:44,878 --> 00:07:49,679 It has been eight weeks without touching another human being. 133 00:07:51,351 --> 00:07:54,047 - Kyra, listen to me. - No! 134 00:07:54,120 --> 00:07:58,216 - Kyra, you need to listen to me. - I want to leave! 135 00:07:58,291 --> 00:08:02,625 I want to hug my kids, and I want to kiss my husband. 136 00:08:02,695 --> 00:08:05,823 And, God, I'm going crazy in here. 137 00:08:05,899 --> 00:08:08,629 - Kyra, come here. Kyra, take my hand. - No. 138 00:08:08,701 --> 00:08:10,692 Kyra, take my hand. 139 00:08:14,207 --> 00:08:17,836 You are going to leave here soon. That is what I came to tell you. 140 00:08:17,911 --> 00:08:19,310 We have a heart for you. 141 00:08:24,116 --> 00:08:25,947 We have a heart. 142 00:08:28,654 --> 00:08:31,316 - You paged me, chief? - Human Resources called. 143 00:08:31,390 --> 00:08:35,156 As of this morning, the nurses are boycotting your surgeries. 144 00:08:35,227 --> 00:08:37,354 I haven't done anything to the nurses. 145 00:08:37,429 --> 00:08:39,056 Nothing that could get us sued. 146 00:08:39,131 --> 00:08:42,897 Well, they felt strongly enough about it that they sent their union rep. 147 00:08:48,607 --> 00:08:50,097 Adele? 148 00:08:51,209 --> 00:08:53,541 Hello, Richard, Dr. Sloan. 149 00:08:53,612 --> 00:08:57,548 - Wait, your wife's the union goon? - Nurse mediator, Dr. Sloan. 150 00:08:57,616 --> 00:09:00,744 And you know Wayne Sheehan from Human Resources. 151 00:09:00,819 --> 00:09:03,447 - But how did you? - Adele used to be a nurse. 152 00:09:03,522 --> 00:09:05,990 Apparently she's gotten back into the field. 153 00:09:06,058 --> 00:09:09,425 That's right, Richard. I'm not just a housewife anymore. 154 00:09:09,494 --> 00:09:13,988 There've been complaints about Dr. Sloan of a sexual nature, 155 00:09:14,066 --> 00:09:17,558 complaints which this hospital has, up until now, ignored. 156 00:09:17,636 --> 00:09:19,627 Hey, everything I did was consensual. 157 00:09:19,705 --> 00:09:21,798 In fact, some of them even begged for it. 158 00:09:21,873 --> 00:09:24,933 No formal harassment complaints have been filed. 159 00:09:25,010 --> 00:09:30,175 However, the board has decided to aggressively protect itself 160 00:09:30,248 --> 00:09:32,375 from possible future litigation. 161 00:09:32,451 --> 00:09:35,045 So, as of today, if a hospital employee 162 00:09:35,120 --> 00:09:38,214 is having a sexual relationship with another employee, 163 00:09:38,290 --> 00:09:40,383 they have got to register it. 164 00:09:40,459 --> 00:09:44,759 Three other hospitals in the state are already implementing policies like this. 165 00:09:44,830 --> 00:09:47,765 - It's called date and tell. - This some kind of joke? 166 00:09:47,833 --> 00:09:52,236 Do you want to wait until you have a $20-million lawsuit on your hands? 167 00:09:52,304 --> 00:09:56,104 Fill out the form. Shut up and fill out the damn form. 168 00:09:56,174 --> 00:09:57,436 And you too, Richard. 169 00:10:12,057 --> 00:10:14,491 Adele, what's going on? 170 00:10:14,559 --> 00:10:17,551 I've been talking about getting recertified for years. 171 00:10:17,629 --> 00:10:19,654 I finally went and did it. 172 00:10:19,731 --> 00:10:23,326 - Look, if you needed more money... - I don't need more money. 173 00:10:23,402 --> 00:10:28,339 I have 50 percent of yours. What I need is to be taken seriously. 174 00:10:28,407 --> 00:10:32,605 I'm working. I'm loving it. I've changed. 175 00:10:35,047 --> 00:10:38,881 Well... that's good. 176 00:10:40,452 --> 00:10:42,113 I'm glad. 177 00:10:43,021 --> 00:10:45,216 You know... 178 00:10:45,290 --> 00:10:47,383 - I've changed, too. - How? 179 00:10:47,459 --> 00:10:49,757 - I'm spending more time at home. 180 00:10:49,828 --> 00:10:51,056 I'm... I'm delegating. 181 00:10:51,129 --> 00:10:52,756 - I've heard that before. - No, no. 182 00:10:52,831 --> 00:10:55,197 I've gotten myself an intern. 183 00:10:56,868 --> 00:10:58,460 My own intern. 184 00:10:59,204 --> 00:11:02,002 - The chief's intern. - Hmm. 185 00:11:04,609 --> 00:11:05,837 Change. 186 00:11:07,979 --> 00:11:09,469 Feels good, doesn't it? 187 00:11:12,818 --> 00:11:14,786 Dr. Yang, are you OK? 188 00:11:15,654 --> 00:11:17,554 I just wanted to check 189 00:11:17,622 --> 00:11:22,389 because you passed up a really awesome transplant case with Dr. Hahn. 190 00:11:25,530 --> 00:11:27,930 Is this about the thing with Dr. Burke? 191 00:11:27,999 --> 00:11:31,491 I know that you two were together, and... 192 00:11:56,694 --> 00:11:58,628 Um... 193 00:11:58,696 --> 00:12:00,561 Should I be doing something? 194 00:12:00,631 --> 00:12:02,622 - Can I help you? 195 00:12:26,490 --> 00:12:28,549 Um... 196 00:12:28,626 --> 00:12:31,060 I'll just go upstairs and go charting. 197 00:12:39,637 --> 00:12:43,129 We need to get aggressive with the virus. 198 00:12:43,207 --> 00:12:47,143 If we inject the tumor in two sites we can actually saturate it 199 00:12:47,211 --> 00:12:48,542 and have a real impact. 200 00:12:49,580 --> 00:12:54,745 OK, now needle number one will go into the tumor here, 201 00:12:54,819 --> 00:12:58,585 by the middle cerebral artery. 202 00:12:58,989 --> 00:13:02,152 Needle number two goes right here. 203 00:13:02,993 --> 00:13:05,689 Now, for the virus to take full effect, 204 00:13:05,763 --> 00:13:08,357 we need to inject it at exactly the same time. 205 00:13:08,432 --> 00:13:09,990 - Same time. - Mm-hm. 206 00:13:10,568 --> 00:13:14,163 You're needle number two. Don't be nervous, we're gonna practice. 207 00:13:18,843 --> 00:13:22,244 Now, we'll use the fluorescein 208 00:13:22,313 --> 00:13:25,544 to help us isolate the tumor from the surrounding tissue. 209 00:13:32,156 --> 00:13:33,555 OK. 210 00:13:33,624 --> 00:13:37,685 Now, remember, we have to be completely in synch. 211 00:13:38,796 --> 00:13:41,264 OK? Let me know when you're ready. 212 00:13:42,199 --> 00:13:47,364 He's with Rose. He's with Rose. He's with Rose. He's with Rose. 213 00:13:49,874 --> 00:13:51,739 - O'Malley? - Oh, hey, chief. 214 00:13:51,809 --> 00:13:55,370 - What are you doing? - Just running labs for Meredith. 215 00:13:55,446 --> 00:13:57,038 Running labs for Meredith? 216 00:13:57,114 --> 00:13:59,514 Does that sit right with you, 217 00:13:59,583 --> 00:14:01,312 George O'Malley running labs? 218 00:14:01,385 --> 00:14:03,546 Well, I'm Meredith's intern, sir. 219 00:14:03,621 --> 00:14:05,680 Well, it doesn't sit right with me. 220 00:14:06,857 --> 00:14:10,156 I've been watching you, O'Malley, and frankly, I'm worried. 221 00:14:10,227 --> 00:14:12,923 A guy like you can't get too comfortable. 222 00:14:12,997 --> 00:14:16,398 A guy like you needs a challenge. 223 00:14:16,967 --> 00:14:18,059 Needs change. 224 00:14:19,570 --> 00:14:23,301 Now that you mention it, I have been feeling a little unchallenged. 225 00:14:23,607 --> 00:14:25,905 You're George O'Malley. 226 00:14:25,976 --> 00:14:30,777 What would you think about being my intern? The chief's intern? 227 00:14:30,848 --> 00:14:32,042 The chief's intern? 228 00:14:32,116 --> 00:14:36,712 George O'Malley, intern to the chief. 229 00:14:36,787 --> 00:14:40,951 George O'Malley, intern to the chief. Is that even a real thing? 230 00:14:41,025 --> 00:14:42,686 It is if I say it is. 231 00:14:42,760 --> 00:14:44,421 Do you like princesses? 232 00:14:46,230 --> 00:14:48,095 Um, yeah, sure. 233 00:14:48,165 --> 00:14:51,259 When you take out Mommy's broken heart, what happens? 234 00:14:51,335 --> 00:14:54,202 Well, we're gonna put her on a heart lung machine. 235 00:14:55,039 --> 00:14:57,837 It's like in Snow White when she eats the poison apple 236 00:14:57,908 --> 00:15:00,535 and she dies for a while, but she's not really dead. 237 00:15:00,610 --> 00:15:03,807 - My mom's going to be dead? - Snow White dies? 238 00:15:06,015 --> 00:15:08,643 When they're little you skip over the scary parts. 239 00:15:08,718 --> 00:15:11,278 - I'm really sorry. - It's OK, you don't have kids. 240 00:15:11,354 --> 00:15:13,219 How would you know? 241 00:15:16,526 --> 00:15:19,359 Rebecca, hi, it's Dr. Stevens, again. 242 00:15:19,429 --> 00:15:23,627 I have your test results. I really need you to call me back. Thanks. 243 00:15:24,901 --> 00:15:26,698 If I can't get hold of my patient, 244 00:15:26,769 --> 00:15:29,169 is it OK to give her test results to her friend? 245 00:15:29,238 --> 00:15:30,262 No. 246 00:15:30,340 --> 00:15:32,831 What if her friend is changing his life for her 247 00:15:32,909 --> 00:15:35,571 because he thinks she's pregnant and she's not? 248 00:15:35,645 --> 00:15:39,706 You want to win yourself a Harper Avery, master the basics of privacy. 249 00:15:39,782 --> 00:15:43,980 The chief needs to know who you've slept with by the end of the day. Be thorough. 250 00:15:44,053 --> 00:15:48,046 Chief needs to know who you've slept with by the end of the day. Be thorough. 251 00:15:48,124 --> 00:15:49,682 The chief needs to know 252 00:15:49,759 --> 00:15:52,819 who you've slept with by the end of the day. Be thorough. 253 00:15:52,895 --> 00:15:56,956 - This is no one's business. - The chief's business, my business. 254 00:15:57,033 --> 00:15:59,263 - I'm the chief's intern. - Let me see that. 255 00:15:59,335 --> 00:16:00,324 Oh. 256 00:16:00,403 --> 00:16:04,203 The chief said that you're the only person in the hospital who is exempt. 257 00:16:04,273 --> 00:16:05,797 Congratulations. 258 00:16:05,875 --> 00:16:06,933 Uh-huh. 259 00:16:09,979 --> 00:16:12,140 What do they mean by "sexual relations"? 260 00:16:13,149 --> 00:16:17,245 Yes, they mean relations that are sexual in nature. 261 00:16:17,320 --> 00:16:20,187 Yeah, I got that, but there are levels. 262 00:16:21,557 --> 00:16:23,286 Of intimacy. 263 00:16:23,359 --> 00:16:25,293 Oh! Uh... 264 00:16:26,396 --> 00:16:29,957 Well, they don't need to know the... 265 00:16:30,033 --> 00:16:32,001 They just want to know the... 266 00:16:33,536 --> 00:16:34,969 highest level. 267 00:16:37,407 --> 00:16:40,968 OK, then. Um, I won't need one of these. 268 00:16:44,147 --> 00:16:45,705 Oh. 269 00:16:46,516 --> 00:16:48,279 Sure. OK. 270 00:16:50,219 --> 00:16:52,744 I just don't know how to turn this back. 271 00:16:53,923 --> 00:16:55,390 - Freak. - I am not a... 272 00:16:58,061 --> 00:17:01,929 - I am the chief's intern. - Mm-hm. OK. That's not a real job. 273 00:17:01,998 --> 00:17:04,091 I just need the form by the end of the day. 274 00:17:06,836 --> 00:17:09,862 Now, let's see, what's going on in Seattle Grace today. 275 00:17:09,939 --> 00:17:12,772 One of our former surgeons won the Harper Avery Award, 276 00:17:12,842 --> 00:17:16,938 another is leading a trial that will change the course of neurosurgery, 277 00:17:17,013 --> 00:17:21,382 and last but not least, one of our surgeons has screwed so many nurses 278 00:17:21,451 --> 00:17:24,477 that now everyone has to document their sexual histories. 279 00:17:24,554 --> 00:17:26,419 Walk tall, my friend, walk tall. 280 00:17:26,489 --> 00:17:30,425 - You putting Rose on that form? - That's none of your business. 281 00:17:30,493 --> 00:17:34,452 That's a "no," which means she still hasn't let you sleep with her. 282 00:17:36,299 --> 00:17:38,699 What's she got, treasure up there? 283 00:17:39,469 --> 00:17:42,768 It's because I don't have a penis, isn't it? 284 00:17:43,706 --> 00:17:45,401 Um... 285 00:17:45,975 --> 00:17:48,239 I publish more, I do double the research. 286 00:17:48,311 --> 00:17:52,941 I deserve this more than Burke. It's a big men's club and it's not fair. 287 00:17:53,015 --> 00:17:56,212 Huh. I didn't even realize you were being considered. 288 00:17:56,285 --> 00:17:58,446 I wasn't going to mention it until I won. 289 00:17:59,355 --> 00:18:02,916 Then I was going to be all nonchalant like awards don't matter to me. 290 00:18:03,493 --> 00:18:06,519 It was gonna be very impressive and humble. 291 00:18:07,430 --> 00:18:10,058 Now Burke's gone and ruined my whole act. 292 00:18:10,133 --> 00:18:13,398 You want to meet me at Joe's tonight? We can trash talk him. 293 00:18:14,971 --> 00:18:16,666 Oh. 294 00:18:16,739 --> 00:18:19,071 I can't, I have this other thing. 295 00:18:22,244 --> 00:18:26,340 What? I do, I have this... thing. 296 00:18:28,817 --> 00:18:31,047 Hey, can you talk to the nurses? 297 00:18:31,119 --> 00:18:33,917 I need someone to stand up to them, 298 00:18:33,989 --> 00:18:37,720 tell them to call off the boycott, tell them I'm a good guy. 299 00:18:37,792 --> 00:18:41,592 Here's the problem. We don't think you are a good guy. 300 00:18:42,764 --> 00:18:46,200 Dr. Torres thinks I'm a good guy. Don't you, Callie? 301 00:18:46,268 --> 00:18:47,997 Um... 302 00:18:56,378 --> 00:19:00,610 - On call room. Now. - Whoa. You think I'm a very good guy. 303 00:19:00,682 --> 00:19:03,207 - Little pinch. 304 00:19:08,056 --> 00:19:10,524 What's the recovery period for brain surgery? 305 00:19:10,592 --> 00:19:14,084 It varies, but usually at least four to six weeks. 306 00:19:14,162 --> 00:19:16,790 You'll be stuck with me for four to six weeks. 307 00:19:16,865 --> 00:19:20,460 Don't be an idiot, Todd. You deploy in five days, man. 308 00:19:20,535 --> 00:19:23,095 That was before I knew you had a brain tumor. 309 00:19:23,171 --> 00:19:26,538 No, don't screw this up for yourself. You're a soldier. 310 00:19:26,608 --> 00:19:29,099 I'm probably not gonna make it through surgery. 311 00:19:29,177 --> 00:19:31,805 Cool. Then I'll be good to go in about five days, 312 00:19:31,880 --> 00:19:34,440 so why are we even having this argument? 313 00:19:39,921 --> 00:19:41,320 Why did you come, man? 314 00:19:42,958 --> 00:19:44,448 How could I not? 315 00:19:56,204 --> 00:19:57,637 God, you're so paranoid. 316 00:20:25,734 --> 00:20:27,759 Mr. Covington! 317 00:20:35,543 --> 00:20:36,532 Get out. 318 00:20:38,413 --> 00:20:40,074 Don't make me throw you out. 319 00:20:43,685 --> 00:20:45,118 What's wrong? 320 00:20:46,388 --> 00:20:47,855 Nothing's wrong, sir. 321 00:20:50,292 --> 00:20:51,657 Nothing at all. 322 00:21:07,175 --> 00:21:09,405 Thank you for the consult, Dr. Sloan. 323 00:21:11,946 --> 00:21:13,811 - No. - I haven't said anything. 324 00:21:13,882 --> 00:21:17,079 - Not talking to the nurses. - You're dating my best friend. 325 00:21:17,152 --> 00:21:19,712 - Helping me is a duty, as his girl. - No. 326 00:21:19,788 --> 00:21:22,086 You're one of them. Tell them I'm a good guy. 327 00:21:22,157 --> 00:21:24,751 A good guy who's mind-blowingly good at sex. 328 00:21:24,826 --> 00:21:27,454 Yeah, see, but that, all the talk about all the sex, 329 00:21:27,529 --> 00:21:30,293 that's not what I think of as good guy behavior. 330 00:21:31,232 --> 00:21:32,961 You know what you are? 331 00:21:33,034 --> 00:21:36,367 You're a tease. I hate women like you. 332 00:21:36,438 --> 00:21:39,430 You string guys along acting like sex is some prize, 333 00:21:39,507 --> 00:21:41,098 this thing they have to earn. 334 00:21:41,175 --> 00:21:44,303 You're afraid that once you give it up, he'll lose interest. 335 00:21:44,378 --> 00:21:47,609 Oh, and by the way, I am a good guy. 336 00:21:55,856 --> 00:21:57,721 Time for a haircut, Darren. 337 00:22:00,594 --> 00:22:03,188 Mr. Covington, would you mind waiting outside? 338 00:22:03,263 --> 00:22:07,461 - I get nervous when I'm being watched. - No problem. 339 00:22:08,135 --> 00:22:09,534 Thanks. 340 00:22:11,772 --> 00:22:15,139 - Thanks. - You look like you could use a break. 341 00:22:17,077 --> 00:22:20,569 Yeah, the... not talking about the thing 342 00:22:20,647 --> 00:22:23,115 everybody's thinking about gets exhausting. 343 00:22:24,084 --> 00:22:26,484 You know, my dad's not a bad guy. 344 00:22:27,287 --> 00:22:29,619 He's just a soldier. 345 00:22:30,524 --> 00:22:34,483 - We're all soldiers. - Todd's down in the lobby. 346 00:22:34,561 --> 00:22:37,621 He's such an idiot. 347 00:22:37,698 --> 00:22:41,498 He should just go. Put me out of his mind and just... 348 00:22:41,568 --> 00:22:44,628 - That's not so easy to do. - It'd be better for everyone. 349 00:22:45,372 --> 00:22:48,671 With Dr. Evett hanging around, Todd can't risk getting outed. 350 00:22:48,742 --> 00:22:50,642 He'd lose everything he worked for. 351 00:22:50,711 --> 00:22:55,011 - Crazy that you even have to worry. - Don't ask, don't tell. 352 00:22:55,082 --> 00:22:57,482 Yeah, I knew the deal when I signed on. 353 00:23:00,554 --> 00:23:03,955 You keep your personal life separate from your work life. 354 00:23:04,024 --> 00:23:08,893 I just never thought I'd meet my personal life at work. 355 00:23:12,399 --> 00:23:16,199 - I can still go get Todd. - No. I can't. 356 00:23:17,237 --> 00:23:18,898 My dad, I can't. 357 00:23:21,675 --> 00:23:23,336 I know what you're thinking. 358 00:23:24,778 --> 00:23:28,544 Brave soldier can't even step up to his own father. 359 00:23:28,615 --> 00:23:30,810 I was thinking this is hard. 360 00:23:32,820 --> 00:23:34,720 The gay part or the tumor part? 361 00:23:36,690 --> 00:23:38,555 The whole part. 362 00:23:47,367 --> 00:23:50,268 I need your form. Lexie! I need you to fill out a form. 363 00:23:50,337 --> 00:23:51,770 - What's this? - Sex police. 364 00:23:51,839 --> 00:23:53,739 Meredith, I'm gonna need your form. 365 00:23:53,807 --> 00:23:56,503 Don't ask, don't tell, George. Forms are stupid. 366 00:23:56,577 --> 00:23:58,738 I'm still gonna need it, though. Pen? 367 00:24:00,581 --> 00:24:04,517 - I think I'll take one of those. - What? Why? 368 00:24:06,220 --> 00:24:07,983 - Oh. 369 00:24:11,592 --> 00:24:16,757 - Just... - Thank you. 370 00:24:18,332 --> 00:24:20,766 - I'm so sorry. - Do you want me to get Cristina? 371 00:24:20,834 --> 00:24:25,271 Derek is with Rose. And I am OK that Derek is with Rose. 372 00:24:27,307 --> 00:24:29,741 Get Cristina. Get her form. 373 00:24:29,810 --> 00:24:32,176 You don't want to go near Cristina right now. 374 00:24:32,246 --> 00:24:33,713 - Is she crying? - No. 375 00:24:33,780 --> 00:24:37,272 - She staring ahead being scary quiet? - She's singing. 376 00:24:40,320 --> 00:24:44,222 - I still need your form. - Here, perv boy. Enjoy. 377 00:24:44,291 --> 00:24:45,758 This isn't complete. 378 00:24:47,227 --> 00:24:48,694 It's fine. 379 00:24:50,364 --> 00:24:51,558 What? 380 00:24:54,434 --> 00:24:57,232 Oh, right. Sorry, I forgot. 381 00:25:02,808 --> 00:25:05,675 - He forgot he had sex with me? - I just collect forms. 382 00:25:05,745 --> 00:25:07,770 He forgot he had sex with me? 383 00:25:12,418 --> 00:25:13,646 Stop singing. 384 00:25:20,426 --> 00:25:23,293 You're going to win your own Harper Avery Award. 385 00:25:24,797 --> 00:25:27,789 Burke wouldn't have a career if it hadn't been for you. 386 00:25:27,867 --> 00:25:30,062 You saved him when he had his tremor. 387 00:25:30,136 --> 00:25:33,333 The Harper Avery Board may not know it, but he does. 388 00:25:38,744 --> 00:25:39,768 I'm in therapy. 389 00:25:42,648 --> 00:25:46,106 Because he's with Rose. I'm way more screwed up than you are. 390 00:25:52,625 --> 00:25:53,990 Thank you. 391 00:25:55,027 --> 00:25:57,393 That makes me feel a little better. 392 00:25:58,230 --> 00:25:59,390 You're welcome. 393 00:26:06,939 --> 00:26:08,736 Chief, it... Adele. 394 00:26:08,808 --> 00:26:12,471 Is it true you have every member of the hospital filling out this form, 395 00:26:12,545 --> 00:26:15,036 listing their personal and sexual relations? 396 00:26:15,114 --> 00:26:18,641 That's right. We are taking this very seriously. 397 00:26:18,718 --> 00:26:21,846 But I am exempt from this? Me. Just me. 398 00:26:21,921 --> 00:26:24,754 I'm not even asked if I need to fill out a form? 399 00:26:24,824 --> 00:26:28,351 You're Bailey. I don't even want to see you holding the form. 400 00:26:33,633 --> 00:26:35,260 OK, then. 401 00:26:36,202 --> 00:26:38,762 What you don't know about women. 402 00:26:43,042 --> 00:26:44,339 What? 403 00:26:44,410 --> 00:26:46,878 Tyler will be taking everyone's temperature. 404 00:26:46,946 --> 00:26:49,744 Because of Mrs. Marshall's immune system, 405 00:26:49,815 --> 00:26:53,273 anyone over 100 degrees is not scrubbing in. 406 00:26:54,487 --> 00:26:57,854 - One hundred point four. - Sorry, Karev. 407 00:26:57,923 --> 00:26:59,754 Come on. I'm fine. 408 00:26:59,825 --> 00:27:03,625 No, apparently, you're not. I'm not putting Mrs. Marshall at risk. 409 00:27:03,696 --> 00:27:07,188 Page Yang, she's scrubbing in. You go get Mrs. Marshall's family. 410 00:27:07,266 --> 00:27:09,860 You're on babysitting duty the rest of the day. 411 00:27:21,681 --> 00:27:23,171 Darren. 412 00:27:28,954 --> 00:27:30,319 We can take a moment. 413 00:27:40,299 --> 00:27:43,291 - No. - Are you sure? 414 00:27:49,308 --> 00:27:50,332 No. 415 00:27:54,346 --> 00:27:55,370 Let's just go. 416 00:28:13,866 --> 00:28:16,892 OK, remember what I said. We have to be in total synch 417 00:28:16,969 --> 00:28:20,404 for the virus to have maximum infiltration. 418 00:28:20,472 --> 00:28:21,905 OK? 419 00:28:21,973 --> 00:28:23,406 Ready? 420 00:28:25,910 --> 00:28:27,241 Go. 421 00:28:35,420 --> 00:28:37,411 Easy, slow down. 422 00:28:38,323 --> 00:28:40,917 Easy, slow down, slow down. Look at me. Look at me. 423 00:28:40,992 --> 00:28:43,085 Don't look at the machine, look at me. 424 00:28:43,161 --> 00:28:44,355 Slowly. 425 00:28:46,064 --> 00:28:47,656 Breathe. 426 00:28:49,634 --> 00:28:50,931 That's it. 427 00:28:52,837 --> 00:28:53,929 That's it. 428 00:29:02,647 --> 00:29:04,308 The virus is in. 429 00:29:08,453 --> 00:29:10,444 We're standing on the moon, Dr. Grey. 430 00:29:16,027 --> 00:29:18,120 The donor heart's on its way. 431 00:29:22,467 --> 00:29:25,493 Can't imagine how you must feel about Burke's award. 432 00:29:25,570 --> 00:29:28,095 You actually helped him with all that research, 433 00:29:28,173 --> 00:29:30,505 he didn't even mention you in the article. 434 00:29:32,410 --> 00:29:36,938 Well, I guess it's no surprise. His arrogance is legendary. 435 00:29:41,486 --> 00:29:44,421 Well, I thought we finally had some common ground. 436 00:29:47,559 --> 00:29:49,550 Good for you. 437 00:29:49,627 --> 00:29:52,721 Refusing to trash him. Rising above. 438 00:29:52,797 --> 00:29:55,857 That's very impressive, mature. 439 00:29:57,335 --> 00:29:59,769 He would love it if he knew how bitter I am. 440 00:30:01,439 --> 00:30:04,636 Well, I am not gonna give him that satisfaction. 441 00:30:04,709 --> 00:30:07,803 I am going to follow your example, Yang. 442 00:30:09,447 --> 00:30:13,213 Congratulations, Preston, I wish you well. 443 00:30:24,662 --> 00:30:28,530 I wanted to drop off the form myself, answer any questions you might have. 444 00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:30,033 Questions about what? 445 00:30:32,203 --> 00:30:34,831 There are interns listed on this form. 446 00:30:34,906 --> 00:30:37,466 I require the energy of youth. 447 00:30:37,542 --> 00:30:41,103 Dr. Shepherd was just a moment of weakness for both of us. 448 00:30:41,179 --> 00:30:44,080 - Dr. Sloan? - That was many moments. 449 00:30:44,148 --> 00:30:48,551 - In on call rooms. Very hot. - Mmm, steamy. 450 00:30:49,320 --> 00:30:52,483 - I'm surprised you haven't listed me. - You're not my type. 451 00:30:54,626 --> 00:30:59,154 - All right, Dr. Bailey, I get the joke. - See, this is a joke to you. 452 00:30:59,230 --> 00:31:01,425 I am a single woman. 453 00:31:01,499 --> 00:31:04,400 I've been a single woman for some time now, 454 00:31:04,469 --> 00:31:08,098 but the very idea that I could have a sexual encounter, 455 00:31:08,172 --> 00:31:11,630 a consensual sexual encounter, is a joke to you? 456 00:31:11,709 --> 00:31:12,801 Dr. Bailey... 457 00:31:12,877 --> 00:31:16,506 So much so, that you would single me out of this entire hospital, 458 00:31:16,581 --> 00:31:20,813 as the one person who couldn't interest a member of the opposite sex? 459 00:31:20,885 --> 00:31:22,580 It's... It's just... 460 00:31:22,654 --> 00:31:24,815 - It's harassment. - Adele! 461 00:31:24,889 --> 00:31:27,949 Just, shame on you, sir! Just shame on you! 462 00:31:33,798 --> 00:31:36,062 I made it all up, Wayne. 463 00:31:43,173 --> 00:31:46,142 - Liquids. For your fever. Drink this. - I'm fine. 464 00:31:46,843 --> 00:31:49,107 Can't keep working at Joe's. You're sick. 465 00:31:49,179 --> 00:31:50,771 - You're run-down. - I'm fine. 466 00:31:50,847 --> 00:31:52,712 Getting in the way of your career. 467 00:31:52,783 --> 00:31:56,344 You're taking on too much. You and Rebecca need to talk. 468 00:31:56,420 --> 00:31:57,717 She can't just move. 469 00:31:57,788 --> 00:31:59,653 - Slow down. - What's your problem? 470 00:31:59,723 --> 00:32:02,157 You can't pass a baby without stopping. 471 00:32:02,225 --> 00:32:05,319 The only baby in the world you're not happy about is mine. 472 00:32:05,395 --> 00:32:08,159 - It's not that I'm not happy for you. - What? 473 00:32:10,901 --> 00:32:13,062 - Nothing. - Yeah. That's what I thought. 474 00:32:23,246 --> 00:32:25,612 You can run, but you can't hide. 475 00:32:25,682 --> 00:32:28,776 What? No, I wasn't... I was just... 476 00:32:33,357 --> 00:32:36,087 So are we on for tonight or what? 477 00:32:36,159 --> 00:32:40,186 Um... I don't know. I mean, I told you I have this other thing. 478 00:32:45,168 --> 00:32:48,831 I don't make friends easily. 479 00:32:48,905 --> 00:32:53,103 I'm awkward and I'm bad at small talk. 480 00:32:53,176 --> 00:32:55,667 And I generally don't like people I don't know. 481 00:32:55,746 --> 00:32:59,910 But I made friends with you. 482 00:32:59,983 --> 00:33:03,544 And now you have this thing, and that thing is Sloan. 483 00:33:04,855 --> 00:33:07,323 Are you mad that I'm sleeping with Mark Sloan? 484 00:33:07,391 --> 00:33:09,518 I'm not mad you're sleeping with Sloan. 485 00:33:09,593 --> 00:33:13,757 I'm mad that you didn't tell me you're sleeping with Sloan. I'm mad at you. 486 00:33:13,830 --> 00:33:17,527 Instead of telling me and admitting that you're one of those girls 487 00:33:17,601 --> 00:33:20,764 who goes all poofy when she gets a boyfriend, you disappear. 488 00:33:21,571 --> 00:33:23,163 With your "thing." 489 00:33:24,741 --> 00:33:26,504 Mark Sloan. 490 00:33:31,448 --> 00:33:33,575 I don't make friends easily. 491 00:33:42,159 --> 00:33:44,184 We were able to saturate the tumor. 492 00:33:44,261 --> 00:33:47,753 We'll do an MRI in the morning and see if the tumor has shrunk. 493 00:33:47,831 --> 00:33:49,196 But you're optimistic? 494 00:33:50,967 --> 00:33:52,798 Cautiously optimistic. 495 00:33:54,271 --> 00:33:57,331 That was great. Totally in synch, like we were one person. 496 00:33:57,407 --> 00:34:00,808 - Yeah. It was great. You did great. - Thanks. 497 00:34:02,679 --> 00:34:07,616 Obviously his intracranial pressure's going to need to be monitored overnight. 498 00:34:07,684 --> 00:34:10,016 So, you just tell me the parameters. 499 00:34:10,087 --> 00:34:12,817 I'll stay. I mean, we can... 500 00:34:14,157 --> 00:34:15,317 We can stay together. 501 00:34:16,560 --> 00:34:18,619 How'd it go? 502 00:34:18,695 --> 00:34:22,495 Great. It went really, really well. 503 00:34:22,566 --> 00:34:24,295 Dr. Grey had one of the... 504 00:34:25,802 --> 00:34:28,327 She had one of the... one of the injections. 505 00:34:28,405 --> 00:34:32,136 Well, I was just... I was heading home and I didn't know if you wanted... 506 00:34:32,209 --> 00:34:33,938 Yeah, right. 507 00:34:34,010 --> 00:34:35,375 I need to stay here tonight. 508 00:34:36,613 --> 00:34:38,638 - Oh, OK. - OK? 509 00:34:38,715 --> 00:34:39,739 I'll just... 510 00:34:43,286 --> 00:34:46,449 - OK. - Rose! Wait. 511 00:34:50,193 --> 00:34:51,854 - Two, I... - What? 512 00:34:51,928 --> 00:34:54,829 - I can page you if there's problems. - I'll stay. 513 00:34:54,898 --> 00:34:58,856 If you want me to stay, I'll stay. 514 00:35:01,871 --> 00:35:03,862 No, you should go be with Rose. 515 00:35:15,217 --> 00:35:16,377 Sex. Let's go. 516 00:35:21,490 --> 00:35:23,253 Are you coming? 517 00:35:24,360 --> 00:35:26,351 I'm just... 518 00:35:26,428 --> 00:35:29,420 not in the mood. - What? You're always in the mood. 519 00:35:29,498 --> 00:35:31,056 I know. 520 00:35:32,134 --> 00:35:33,658 But I'm just... 521 00:35:35,938 --> 00:35:37,929 All my surgeries got canceled today. 522 00:35:40,109 --> 00:35:43,442 Wanna go grab a cup of coffee? 523 00:35:43,512 --> 00:35:46,948 - Talk? - You're useless. 524 00:35:53,022 --> 00:35:56,150 - The donor heart just arrived. - I think something's wrong! 525 00:35:57,193 --> 00:36:01,823 - She's having trouble breathing. - I think her lung has dropped. 526 00:36:01,897 --> 00:36:04,457 - Page Hahn! - Right away, Dr. Karev. 527 00:36:04,533 --> 00:36:05,966 She's not moving! 528 00:36:10,806 --> 00:36:13,104 What are you doing? You can't go in there! 529 00:36:14,076 --> 00:36:16,476 You can't break the isolation barrier! 530 00:36:22,318 --> 00:36:23,979 Mr. Marshall, get your kids out of here! 531 00:36:24,053 --> 00:36:26,487 - Is she dying? - Mr. Marshall, your kids! 532 00:36:26,555 --> 00:36:29,183 Don't let her die, please don't let her die! 533 00:36:29,258 --> 00:36:32,591 OK. Jessie, Zoe, this is the scary part, 534 00:36:32,661 --> 00:36:35,755 so I need you guys to turn around. Come on, just turn around. 535 00:36:35,831 --> 00:36:38,994 I know what I'm doing. I'll tell you when it's over. 536 00:36:49,078 --> 00:36:52,172 OK, Zoe, Jesse. It's OK. You can look at your mommy now. 537 00:36:52,248 --> 00:36:57,049 - Mommy's OK. Oh, God! - It's OK. It's OK. 538 00:37:01,757 --> 00:37:05,056 Here are the forms. Alphabetized, broken down by department. 539 00:37:05,127 --> 00:37:08,688 See that, Adele? I didn't have to lift a finger. I'm delegating. 540 00:37:08,764 --> 00:37:13,565 - Well, I've seen some progress today. - Well, thank you. 541 00:37:18,841 --> 00:37:21,571 Dr. Webber, may I have a word with you, privately? 542 00:37:21,644 --> 00:37:23,771 I'll be right outside. 543 00:37:26,148 --> 00:37:30,949 I gave up a major surgery today and all my friends think I'm a brownnosing perv. 544 00:37:31,687 --> 00:37:36,420 But I... It was worth it because I thought that you saw me. 545 00:37:36,492 --> 00:37:41,225 But, all due respect, sir, you're using me to get back together with your wife. 546 00:37:41,297 --> 00:37:42,321 O'Malley. 547 00:37:42,398 --> 00:37:46,835 I don't know if it's possible to quit a thing that isn't even a real thing, 548 00:37:46,902 --> 00:37:52,101 - but I do. I quit. - O'Malley, wait. 549 00:37:55,744 --> 00:37:59,840 The truth is I do see you, O'Malley. I see how hard you work. 550 00:38:00,883 --> 00:38:05,286 The chief's intern is not a real job. But I'd like it to be. 551 00:38:07,156 --> 00:38:10,592 Let's give him acetaminophen, add 500 of vancomycin. 552 00:38:10,659 --> 00:38:13,093 - Good. - And blood and urine cultures also. 553 00:38:13,162 --> 00:38:15,528 If you want to take a break, I'll sit with him. 554 00:38:15,597 --> 00:38:17,656 - No, I'm OK. - OK. 555 00:38:31,612 --> 00:38:33,546 V-fib! V-fib. 556 00:38:33,614 --> 00:38:36,048 - Charge paddles to 300. - They're charged. 557 00:38:36,117 --> 00:38:37,379 - Clear! - Clear. 558 00:38:49,497 --> 00:38:52,159 I know my being here makes you feel uncomfortable, 559 00:38:52,233 --> 00:38:56,636 but I was trained not to leave a man when he's down. Our man is down. 560 00:38:56,704 --> 00:38:59,571 - Todd. - We both love him. 561 00:38:59,640 --> 00:39:01,107 - Todd... - No! 562 00:39:02,543 --> 00:39:04,408 All I want to know is how he's doing. 563 00:39:11,652 --> 00:39:13,051 Oh, God. 564 00:39:17,425 --> 00:39:19,655 Dr. Karev saved your life, 565 00:39:19,727 --> 00:39:23,219 but the chance that you were exposed to infection is too great. 566 00:39:24,332 --> 00:39:27,495 - Can she get another heart? - You'll be at the top of the list. 567 00:39:31,873 --> 00:39:34,774 But I'm going to have to stay in isolation, right? 568 00:39:34,842 --> 00:39:36,742 Dr. Karev. 569 00:39:37,678 --> 00:39:40,272 Since the barrier was already breached once today, 570 00:39:40,348 --> 00:39:44,216 we don't think a few minutes with your family would be such a bad idea. 571 00:39:44,285 --> 00:39:47,482 As long as they scrub in and take the necessary precautions. 572 00:39:48,523 --> 00:39:52,391 So I can see my kids? They can come in here with me? 573 00:39:52,460 --> 00:39:54,587 I'll go get them scrubbed in right now. 574 00:39:55,496 --> 00:39:58,522 Guys, let's get scrubbed in so we can see Mom. 575 00:40:20,087 --> 00:40:21,111 Pathetic. 576 00:40:26,461 --> 00:40:27,621 Well, are you coming? 577 00:40:29,330 --> 00:40:30,661 To an on call room? 578 00:40:42,109 --> 00:40:48,014 Now, I'm going to save you. Do you want to be saved? Or don't you? 579 00:41:04,432 --> 00:41:06,662 Spinal tap showed encephalitis. 580 00:41:07,668 --> 00:41:10,762 The virus reverted. 581 00:41:10,838 --> 00:41:13,466 There's no way we could have predicted this. 582 00:41:17,478 --> 00:41:20,038 I shouldn't have said I could handle it. 583 00:41:20,114 --> 00:41:21,843 I shouldn't have let you go. 584 00:41:23,417 --> 00:41:25,851 No, you did everything right. 585 00:41:37,331 --> 00:41:40,060 You did what I would've done. 586 00:41:41,535 --> 00:41:44,629 On my way here, I stopped and I got this. 587 00:41:46,806 --> 00:41:48,398 For when we get it right. 588 00:41:50,277 --> 00:41:51,642 Because we will. 589 00:41:52,679 --> 00:41:56,137 We will succeed and we will save someone. 590 00:41:57,450 --> 00:42:00,681 Then, when we do, we're going to open this bottle of champagne. 591 00:42:00,754 --> 00:42:05,384 And we're going to drink to Phillip Robinson and Darren Covington... 592 00:42:06,993 --> 00:42:11,692 and all the other patients who helped us change the face of medicine. 593 00:42:11,765 --> 00:42:13,699 And we're going to celebrate. 594 00:42:13,767 --> 00:42:16,793 We're going to use this as our victory dance. 595 00:42:18,204 --> 00:42:19,831 Meredith, we will. 596 00:42:22,609 --> 00:42:25,100 We're going to open this bottle of champagne. 597 00:42:35,655 --> 00:42:39,421 Going through all the forms, I noticed you didn't turn yours in. 598 00:42:39,492 --> 00:42:42,052 - No, sir. - Well, I need you to. 599 00:42:42,128 --> 00:42:45,655 The hospital is still liable, even though Dr. Burke isn't here. 600 00:43:05,418 --> 00:43:08,581 There. My sexual relationship. Preston Burke. 601 00:43:08,655 --> 00:43:12,091 - On paper. Satisfied? - I know this is difficult for you. 602 00:43:12,158 --> 00:43:15,127 No, it's not difficult, sir. It is simple. 603 00:43:15,195 --> 00:43:19,029 Burke is not here. He's gone. And he's the better for it. 604 00:43:19,099 --> 00:43:23,263 He's winning the Harper Avery Award and being celebrated all over the world. 605 00:43:23,336 --> 00:43:24,860 That is not difficult. 606 00:43:24,938 --> 00:43:27,964 He's out there. And I'm here. 607 00:43:28,808 --> 00:43:30,469 Where everything is the same. 608 00:43:31,511 --> 00:43:33,206 I still live in his apartment. 609 00:43:33,279 --> 00:43:36,544 I walk the same halls of this hospital. I wear the same scrubs. 610 00:43:36,616 --> 00:43:40,313 Not even that is not difficult. This is where I am. 611 00:43:40,387 --> 00:43:42,287 This is where I choose to be. 612 00:43:44,324 --> 00:43:48,658 But, sir, when his hand was shaking, 613 00:43:48,728 --> 00:43:51,253 I performed his surgeries. 614 00:43:51,331 --> 00:43:53,595 I kept his secrets, I nursed his pride. 615 00:43:53,667 --> 00:43:58,536 You know it and I know it and he knows it. He knows it. 616 00:44:00,707 --> 00:44:04,336 And yet, nowhere in that newspaper article does my name appear. 617 00:44:08,548 --> 00:44:12,507 I am the unseen hand to his brilliance. 618 00:44:14,688 --> 00:44:16,053 Excuse me. 619 00:44:18,258 --> 00:44:21,523 And yet while everything is... 620 00:44:23,396 --> 00:44:25,830 the same, it's very, very different. 621 00:44:26,866 --> 00:44:29,357 Now, I'm lucky if I get to hold a clamp. 622 00:44:30,170 --> 00:44:32,638 Hahn treats me like... 623 00:44:37,077 --> 00:44:41,207 I was his hand and now I'm a ghost. 624 00:44:43,416 --> 00:44:44,678 That's not difficult. 625 00:44:46,853 --> 00:44:48,514 It's unbearable. 626 00:44:49,723 --> 00:44:53,090 I know everybody is proud of him, but I'm not. 627 00:44:54,094 --> 00:44:55,891 And I do not wish him well. 628 00:45:02,301 --> 00:45:05,429 This boycott has gone on long enough. 629 00:45:05,504 --> 00:45:07,768 Now, OK, I have no authority here, 630 00:45:07,840 --> 00:45:12,903 but I would like to offer my thoughts on Dr. Sloan. 631 00:45:12,978 --> 00:45:14,741 - You're doing great. - OK. 632 00:45:14,813 --> 00:45:17,714 This man is a whore, 633 00:45:17,783 --> 00:45:21,116 has always been a whore, will probably always be a whore. 634 00:45:21,186 --> 00:45:24,019 But that's not a secret. He's not keeping it hidden. 635 00:45:24,089 --> 00:45:26,819 You knew who he was before you got involved with him. 636 00:45:26,892 --> 00:45:30,760 And now you want to be all, "Woe is me, he doesn't call me back, 637 00:45:30,829 --> 00:45:33,627 he's dating other women." He's nasty! 638 00:45:33,699 --> 00:45:35,189 And that's not just you. 639 00:45:35,667 --> 00:45:40,434 He's sleeping with other doctors and orderlies and cafeteria workers. 640 00:45:40,506 --> 00:45:44,465 But he's a doctor here and a pretty good one. 641 00:45:45,077 --> 00:45:49,946 So let us all close our knees, and get back to our jobs, 642 00:45:50,015 --> 00:45:54,111 so he can get back to his job and help the people that really need it! 643 00:45:58,490 --> 00:46:00,151 Disperse! 644 00:46:07,366 --> 00:46:09,391 Oh, my God. 645 00:46:11,503 --> 00:46:13,266 Hi. 646 00:46:19,111 --> 00:46:21,204 My baby. 647 00:46:23,749 --> 00:46:25,649 I heard you did great. 648 00:46:28,954 --> 00:46:30,478 - Alex. - You think I'm scum. 649 00:46:30,556 --> 00:46:33,491 You think I can't do this! But it's my kid, Izzie, my kid. 650 00:46:33,559 --> 00:46:35,459 And what you think doesn't matter! 651 00:46:40,732 --> 00:46:44,065 I want him to have a military burial. 652 00:47:34,319 --> 00:47:35,877 It was a good day. 653 00:47:35,954 --> 00:47:39,651 Heading home. 654 00:47:40,759 --> 00:47:42,852 Heading home early. 655 00:47:45,163 --> 00:47:46,960 Maybe you have changed. 656 00:47:51,703 --> 00:47:53,227 That's a nice blouse. 657 00:47:58,010 --> 00:48:01,104 The way you're looking at me now, Richard... 658 00:48:01,179 --> 00:48:02,908 That's harassment. 659 00:48:09,288 --> 00:48:11,552 Maybe even a great day. 660 00:48:16,827 --> 00:48:20,422 - Good night. - Get in touch with that patient? 661 00:48:21,999 --> 00:48:24,968 - No. - Did you tell her friend? 662 00:48:26,771 --> 00:48:28,329 No. 663 00:48:31,509 --> 00:48:34,706 Even though it killed me, I didn't tell. 664 00:48:34,779 --> 00:48:37,179 You're growing, Stevens. 665 00:48:37,248 --> 00:48:39,546 Yeah, well, I wish it would stop. 666 00:48:44,455 --> 00:48:47,049 My husband is out on a date. 667 00:48:47,992 --> 00:48:50,790 Right now. On a date. 668 00:49:00,371 --> 00:49:02,464 I was a good doctor. 669 00:49:05,943 --> 00:49:07,774 Even when it was hard. 670 00:49:11,015 --> 00:49:12,778 I was the me in my head. 671 00:49:21,959 --> 00:49:25,895 I just called three of my ex-boyfriends to find out how unforgettable I am. 672 00:49:26,597 --> 00:49:29,157 I left messages, I'm sure they'll call me back. 673 00:49:30,101 --> 00:49:32,592 So you made a mistake and you slept with Alex. 674 00:49:32,670 --> 00:49:36,162 No one has made more mistakes 675 00:49:36,240 --> 00:49:38,708 or slept with more inappropriate people 676 00:49:38,776 --> 00:49:42,268 or been more publicly humiliated than me. 677 00:49:42,346 --> 00:49:44,814 Let me be an inspiration. 678 00:49:44,882 --> 00:49:48,443 Look at me, I am the chief's intern. 679 00:49:48,519 --> 00:49:54,014 I am the man at the right hand of the man. 680 00:49:55,192 --> 00:49:56,352 That... 681 00:50:02,366 --> 00:50:04,698 OK, I've been avoiding you. 682 00:50:04,769 --> 00:50:07,897 And I know it's stupid and based on nothing, 683 00:50:07,972 --> 00:50:11,669 But, when she was here, Addison said... 684 00:50:11,742 --> 00:50:14,870 Well, she implied that we were... 685 00:50:14,945 --> 00:50:16,970 That I was... 686 00:50:19,583 --> 00:50:21,175 That, um... 687 00:50:24,955 --> 00:50:26,923 you and I might be lesbians. 688 00:50:44,475 --> 00:50:48,411 There was a moment when I thought, "I can't do this." 689 00:50:56,320 --> 00:50:59,118 Well, I'm glad some things haven't changed. 690 00:51:01,158 --> 00:51:03,490 "I can't do this alone." 691 00:51:15,539 --> 00:51:19,134 The most refined, professional, ladylike doctor in this hospital 692 00:51:19,210 --> 00:51:21,201 came to my defense tonight. 693 00:51:21,278 --> 00:51:24,111 The best she could come up with was, "He's a whore." 694 00:51:26,150 --> 00:51:27,981 I'm a whore. 695 00:51:29,253 --> 00:51:30,914 I slept with her. 696 00:51:31,789 --> 00:51:34,519 And the whole time I was thinking about Meredith. 697 00:51:35,726 --> 00:51:37,750 Who's the bigger whore? 698 00:51:37,827 --> 00:51:42,264 But I closed my eyes and imagined myself doing it. 699 00:51:44,934 --> 00:51:46,834 And I did. 700 00:51:46,903 --> 00:51:49,030 I blocked out the fear. 701 00:51:50,206 --> 00:51:51,833 And I did it. 702 00:51:52,809 --> 00:51:54,572 It was a really good day. 703 00:51:58,014 --> 00:52:01,848 I'm just gonna say this because your insurance only covers 20 sessions. 704 00:52:01,918 --> 00:52:04,409 And I feel we should get right to the point. 705 00:52:04,487 --> 00:52:06,318 That was a load of crap. 706 00:52:07,690 --> 00:52:10,523 It was not a good day. 707 00:52:10,593 --> 00:52:14,757 Your patient died alone, unable to tell the love of his life how he felt. 708 00:52:14,831 --> 00:52:18,392 Yeah, but he did it for his boyfriend. I think it was kind of heroic. 709 00:52:18,468 --> 00:52:20,868 - It's a load of crap. - Stop saying that. 710 00:52:20,937 --> 00:52:22,928 Let me draw the parallels for you. 711 00:52:23,006 --> 00:52:24,997 The tragic patient dies alone 712 00:52:25,074 --> 00:52:29,875 while the love of his life is literally in the next room. 713 00:52:29,946 --> 00:52:32,312 - That's you. - What are you talking about? 714 00:52:32,382 --> 00:52:34,714 - I'm not dying alone. - But I think you are. 715 00:52:34,784 --> 00:52:37,844 And you're telling yourself you're a hero. 716 00:52:37,921 --> 00:52:41,322 - When in reality, all you are is alone. - That is a load of crap. 717 00:52:41,391 --> 00:52:42,858 He's with Rose. 718 00:52:46,162 --> 00:52:48,562 You know what? I'm not going to do this. 719 00:52:48,631 --> 00:52:50,724 - He's with Rose. - Why keep saying that? 720 00:52:50,800 --> 00:52:54,236 If you can't see what's wrong with that sentence, "He's with Rose," 721 00:52:54,304 --> 00:52:56,829 we're never gonna get anywhere. He's with Rose. 722 00:52:56,906 --> 00:52:58,897 OK, so he's with Rose! So what? 723 00:52:58,975 --> 00:53:01,341 He's with Rose, that means he's not with you. 724 00:53:01,411 --> 00:53:03,402 And do you know why he's not with you? 725 00:53:05,281 --> 00:53:06,748 You're scared. 726 00:53:07,917 --> 00:53:09,475 Are you calling me a coward? 727 00:53:12,121 --> 00:53:16,114 - I think you're very frightened. - Are you calling me a coward? 728 00:53:16,192 --> 00:53:17,318 What do you think?